So, I am supposed to be in the midst of doing my assignment right now, but suddenly my mind just doesn't wana focus on it anymore. Therefore, I am taking a short break by writing this post on how did my mother's day celebration went.
I don't know how happy you guys are celebrating this day, but for me, I started off the day by bringing my mum out for a normal lunch and just to window shop for a while. On our way back, I actually spoke to her about getting me a camera for my 21st. Little did I realised that, that conversation had brought argument in us. It was terrible that I just dropped my mum off at my grandma's place and me, driving off to another place. Sometimes, I just wondered why money has to be an issue in us. At the end of the day, it is always money that brings a gap in between us.
Mum, if only you ever read this, I hope you understand my intention of every single thing that I do for you! I knew it and I just knew it that whenever we talk about this, you will surely bring up that bag issue!! I KNEW IT! But I hope you know that whatever I am doing right now is just to stop you from taking the wrong steps and to be in the suffering stage all over!! Why can't you just understand my intention?? And I also want you to know that, from young until now, I do not have enough love from parents but I know you are trying to make things right by giving me extra love when I was younger. But have you ever wondered how I feel when all good things are given to sis? No right? All those unfair things! But anyway, I won't complain much because from now onwards, I WILL WORK FOR THE THINGS THAT I WANT. And eversince you voiced out your true words to me, I will never ever ask anything from you anymore.
