UNHAPPY!


I'm feeling so unhappy deep down inside. And yet I have to act it all out. I understood that there will for sure be ups and downs but why? I keep questioning myself about it. Again and again I'm feeling so disappointed. Should not I just learn to tell myself that I should stop expecting too much? I am so mad at myself. Mad at why I'm so selfish at times. Mad at myself for expecting too much. And in the end? Hurting myself deeper than ever. Omg. Carmen, PLEASE LEARN!!!!